Then gone in a blue, acetylene flash
The page is dark, and the story line is darker
We all have the same book,
We open it at the appointed day, and begin to
Beside me, the shadow of the wind chime’s
Turns like a fish on a string
Noiselessly in the still waters of morning’s
A pack train of white and off-white clouds
Works east where the hawk had been.
Almost noon, the
Waiting for someone to change it into an
other. Not me.
The horses, Monte and Littlefoot,
Like it the way it is.
And this morning, so do it.
After the end of somethings, there comes
This one behind you, and far away.
Only a lifetime can get you to it,
And then just barely.
A word to the wise is a word to the wise,
and isn’t sufficient
To anything in this world.
Give me a thing that says nothing.
The wind, for instance,
A wisdom that comes from ten thousand
miles to the west.
The trees, for instance, stenographers
Of every sentence it isn’t able to utter.
The grass that assembles them all
in its green pages.
The dirt that subtracts each word, syllable
Into its dark book, and keeps them there
In ignorance, a blessed ignorance we’ll come
A radiant cloud at our mouths,
breath like no other.
Whoever would lay a seed of truth on the
Had best have his left foot in the stirrup
and both hands
On the saddle, and be good to go.
The wise is without wisdom, and that’s as it
So many words, so many.
The truth is another matter, and is, like
As speechless as bull clover.
Outside, in the sun, Yugo the dog lies quietly,
His head on his paws.
What he sees he can’t say,
but he sees what you see
and I see.
His look is pure and pitiless and not on the
The little finches have come and gone
back to their tree.
They lay these words on my eyelids, grains
Look for me, witness,
look for me.
Tonight the ravens are dominant,
and whoosh the air
With their wings like oars on a black boat.
Who’s dead, who’s dead, they croak,
going from tree to
Five of them, six of them, looking for blood
and a place to land.
Not me, I mutter, not me.
Four ducks take off in loose formation like
Not them either, apparently.
So long, ducks, so long,
Ravens resting a moment above the pond,
and then they’re
The evening as still and tranquil as the inside
of a bone
Till they return. And return they will,
Looking for what’s available and warm, and
We live in their shadow, and under it,
and our days are
Don’t sit by the side door, waiting for
hangnail and radiance,
The past is a yellow dust.
Do what the wind does,
And let your life be heavier: no darkness, no
The birds keep flying into the windows.
They see the sky
And keep on breaking their necks.
The birds keep flying into the windows.
They see the reflection
of the sky.
I never tired of watching the mists rise
under the mountain
After the rain, like a small detail
On a Chinese screen.
The overcast, usually,
Is starting to break, like this evening.
Into its horizontal whites and greys and
The mists invisibly come together and
Together and dissipate.
I never get tired of waatching this.
As the mists seem to move, then not move.
They don’t, of course, but merely disappear.
why I like it.
The light is flat and hard and almost
The way our lives appear to us,
The horses know nothing of any of this, their
heads in a wet grass.
And you know nothing of this, asleep, as you
are, in the distant field.
Asleep, as you always will be, in the distant
I’ve always loved, as Auden called them, the
chinks in the forest,
(He had the deer peer througt them)
Those little slashes and blades
of sunlight cutting
Between the trees, imperceptibly healing
As sunset pulls back down its high road
And the dark bandages of dusk
are placed on the forest
I love to watch them thrust and retreat,
blazing the trees,
Making a trail so full of light that no one can
I’ve looked at this landscape long enough,
time for another
One less endless, perhaps, a finitude to count
And not this enduring verdancy
Amd chapterless blue.
Sometimes one feels the need of ordinary
Carcasses along the windowsills, wasps
Resurgent under the eaves,
Dropped feathers, pipe chips.
Sometimes you’ve got to
face thre dog.
Just after war (the Second World War), in
I started listening to music,
Local music, east Tennessee and southwest
“Rock of ages” and “The Great Speckled Bird”,
“Life Is Like a Mountain Railroad”.
Like all children, I just acceped things,
and never puzzled
But “The Great Specklend Bird” was a different
I never could quite imagine it,
Though the song never failled to move my
feet to music.
The great wwings shadowed my childhood,
and still do,
time to time,
Darkening some. Then darkening more.
There are songs, we now know, to be sung on
the other side of language,
Our tongues are not capable, however,
our eye’s can’t trill in
Sometimes I feel I’ve already told
ever story I’ve ever
Or even once heard about.
God knows, even those are short enough,
And not, in their narratives, deliciously slow
and drawn out.
I think, I guess, that immanence isn’t a story,
And can’t be.
In truth, it isn’t linguistic at all,
Or metalinguistic either, or any of that.
So stub out your pencil, Pilgrim,
and listen to what the
As it starts and erases itself,
Unstoppable storyteller with nothong to say.
I’d like to cry out in its book,
especially when it stalls,
On that blank page between one nattative
and the next.
In the darkness between the tamaracks,
the light is bundled like
Like fatwood for the fire about to start with
the evening’s match.
Meanwhile, in New York city,
Branch limbs scrubbed bare by winter;
tiny fuses bumped
at each end
Wait for Persephone’s match.
Spring freeze, and tulips cover their heads
Robins head for the hedges.
Even the insects back down
And cower inside their hiding holes.
Only the leaves seem cool, the new leaves,
Just butting their arrowed heads into the
How many lives these little ones lead.
I wish that one of them
A recluse should avoid the absolute,
and its hills.
Master of words, Lord of signs, you’ve left me,
where are you?
Down by the muddy waters, feeding
the brilliant birds?
Half-returned, half still going away?
Now that you’ve gone,
I remember we’ve had an
appointment there for years.
Don’t move, I’m on my way.
It’s quiet, no words, no words.
Is this just a silence, or just the start of the
Shows yourself, Lord,
Master of What Is About to Be.
Stars turn brown in the river.
We share no happiness here-
Step out of the Out
uncover your tongue and give
me the protocol.
I’m starting to feel like an old man
alone in a small boat
In a snowbell of blossons,
Only the south wind for the company,
Drifting downriver, the beautiful costumes of
Approaching me down the runway
of all I’ve ever wished
Voices from long ago floating across the
How to account for
my single obsession about the
How to account for
these blossoms as white as an
Dust of the future baptizing our faithless
Alone in a small boat, released in a snowfall
Don’t forget me little darling when they lay me
down to die.
Just this one wish little darling that I pray.
As you linger there in sadness you are thinking
of the past,
Let your teardrop kiss the flowers on my grave.
November noon mist, gold coins of leaves
Glittering through it as though refracted by
Through rain shower,
radiant clusters, radiant
Mountains rehollowed and blotted out,
Car lights continuous rosary beads
both ways on the
Evening already released out over the dark
These are the still days,
stillness being the metaphor
Out of which every grain is revealed
and is identified.
Finger me, Lord, and separate me to what I
In nature there is no past or future,
no pronouns, no verbs.
Old knowledhe, Slick, old deadlights.
Still, the tongue does not know this, the half-
lit and dumb tongue-
Precision of frogs and grasses,
precision of words,
Each singular, each distinct,
The tongue tries to freeze-frame them as they
them to us.
Now is precise but undefinable.
now is nonverbal,
No matter how hard we work it out.
Nuthatch or narwhal,
like petals, words drift in the
Calamities covet us, wild grass will cover our
We read in the Book of Poverty.
Deliver us, blessed immaculata,
adorn our affections.
Language is luckless and limitless,
as nature is.
But nature is non sincere, nor is it insincere-
The language of landscape is mute and immaculate.
First character of the celestial alphabet, the
Is a period, and that is that.
No language above to aid us,
no word to the wise.
I leave a blank for what I don’t know,
And what I will never know.
Thrones, and assisting angel, this is a
In Kingsport, looking across the walley
toward Mocassin Gap
From Chestnut Ridge,
the winter-waxed trees
Are twiggy and long-finger, fretting the
Whose songs, ghost songs, wind-lyric from
sixty years ago,
Float back and exale-
I will twine with my mingles of
raven black hair.
Will you miss me when I’m gone?
da Littlefoot: A Poem –
* in copertina
ph. Juan de la Cruz Megias